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aviva -- i posted and i wrote a note to you...but then i changed my mind and made it a private post.
so this ones for you.
the pinning went well.
our relationship as of today may not be going so well.
i quit grad school....
and....
i want to move to canada.
anyone want to come with me?
the end.
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[18 Aug 2007|01:36am] |
oh yeah one other thing that's been really pissing me off lately --- i lost about 5 or so pounds in the past year or so...like my weights gone up and down, but not more than 5 pounds, maybe MAYBE like 7-10...but nothing more. according to doctors charts, etc i've always been under weight....and never really gave a shit either way...but suddenly people have been asking me if i've lost weight...i'm at the same exact weight i was when i started college...maybe like 2 pounds more if anything...and its really fucking annoying because its making me super insecure about it -- like if theyre noticing it now, then what did i look like when i was like 5 pounds more? oh and also, why the FUCK do people care? i do not take "wow, did you lose weight?" as a compliment, because i didnt realize i had an issue before. like its one thing to be like "you look good today" or "i like that shirt" or "nice titties" (ha) ... i think the real thing is that i havent been wearing band tees as much anymore, and suddenly people can see some skin and are like "oh...there is a person there"...either way, its really been getting on my nerves, which may or may not be ridiculous..but its been pissing me off nonetheless.
that is all.
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[18 Aug 2007|12:54am] |
my bfam updated so i guess i should too...
so here's what i've been up to, in case i haven't spoken to you in a while:
( Too long to not cut... )
unnecessarily long post.
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[26 Jun 2007|06:15pm] |
so i started work in DC...i'm all moved in, and its pretty sweet.
i love this city.
i've been seeing chris every weekend, which is pretty awesome too..and i'm going home this weekend (or....long island, not home, cuz right now i guess this is home........)...which is cool. will see ryan, and lauren, and jen, and everyone.
sweet.
anyway, at work i basically do billing, registration, security, etc...for about 3 hours...and then the rest of the day i play puzzle pirates or go outside for lunch...which is good, and bad...good cuz its chill work, bad cuz when i'm bored, and people are in need of my computer, i sort of walk around aimlessly. i've made a few friends already, and reconnected with some old ones, so i have things to do whenever i'm bored after work, but most of the time i just finish work when i finish, leave, walk home, somehow 3 hours go by and then its 10 PM, and i realize "oh shit its 10 already!?" and then i watch whatever bb mailed to me (or whatever show i exchanged my mail ins for...right now its nip/tuck)...and then chris calls me, and then we talk for a while, and then i go to bed.
its very routine...and its sort of good for me...heh.
i got rid of harvey, which i'm sad about..but looks like he may be staying with my parents, unless one of my dads nurses wants him. we'll see....we'll see....i dont care much for talking about it, cuz its sad, but for the best....he shouldnt be alone for 10 hours a day and then given to a babysitter on weekends i go somewhere..so its good..he'll be with a family with a yard, and kids, etc.
anyway..
now i come to the reason i am updating.
there was a mouse at work.
i mentioned it to one of the teachers who was fucking using my office, even though i needed it...a kid was in earshot. so, even though i was nice enough to be letting her use MY office to print out fucking pictures for the kids to color...she sort of gave me attitude (although i dont think it was intentional, cuz shes usually nice...but maybe only so i let her use my computer....)...and said "we dont t-a-l-k about the m-i-c-e in front of the k-i-d-s)....i HATE HATE HATE when people spell things out in front of kids. that is one of my pet peeves. actually, it is as of right now, because i never really thought of it as a pet peeve until it happened today and i realized how much i hate it. i hate it, because i remember being in kindergarten and how i'd hear adults spell in front of me. but...being the genius kindergarten student i was...i could spell and understand them. and it was RUDE. just fucking RUDE. kids are people too...ask republicans...they think fetuses are kids. so yeah...dont fucking spell things in front of kids, because 1. they can understand more than you think sometimes or 2. even if they can't understand, they will remember how obnoxious it was and feel really annoyed inside.
i remember exactly who used to spell in front of me, and it still makes me annoyed when i think about it...i also remember how my parents used to speak in italian to each other as a code, and when i started to understand it, it made me really upset, cuz they'd be talking about people they didnt like and bad things they did, and it made me more sad...but more sad that they couldnt just fucking say it in front of me.
anyway, enough ranting..i just wanted to tell people (aka aviva)...that spelling in front of kids is bad...as is code speaking. if you want to say something and it cant wait...go in another room discretely, or just fucking SAY IT...if the kids too young to spell, then saying it in front of him/her probably wont have any effect, unless its saying "his teacher is fat" and then he goes and says it to her or "i'm going to snort some coke"...because well...thats just wrong.
anyway.
i'm through.
hunger strikes.
peace.
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[10 Jun 2007|10:09pm] |
so...
washington DC.
i FINALLY was able to move saturday.
my futons were delivered, they look awesome.
i still haven't finished unpacking..because at around 5 on saturday, chris and his friend andrew came over to visit. at first it was awkward, because i wanted to hug and kiss him, but id never met andrew before, sooooo it wasnt until about 3 hours later that we finally got to kiss each other hello. heh..its been about a month since school ended, but it feels like forever and i missed him lots and lots.
will came over too, and we all ordered pizza, attempted to split a handle, all got drunk...and went over to adams morgan to go to bars. andrew's friend, ka, met up with us to show us around...he took us to one bar, called Reef, that was filled with fish tanks and such. chris bought me a drink cuz i bought the pizza and handle...and then we proceeded to get wasteded :P...its been a while since i've drank (not including the goodbye thing at fridays before i left). i've wanted to go to this bar, asylum, since i got here, but no one else wanted to, because they said it looked scary....hahaha...i feel like it would be fun...long island had nothing like it, except for this lameass place on hempstead turnpike, but...who wants to have to drive to bars when you can WALK?... then, we went over to this bar, tom tom...and chris and i danced lots and apparently were "going at it" against a window...hahahaha. he kept saying how he missed me lots, and how he was glad i could dance...which was strange, cuz until i met him i was not aware i could dance. we left to...go for a walk....and then will and andrew came back here. i opened the futon for them to cuddle on together, and chris and i passed out within minutes while will and andrew spent the night talking, drinking, and watching 24...lol
my new bed is uber comfortable...i woke up at like 5 feeling nauseous, and then fell asleep finally and realized at like 9:30 that will hadn't woken up for work, so i woke him up, and chris, andrew, and i chilled til 12, then went over to the building museum and visited will at work and got lunch with him. the museum was RIDICULOUS. if it were closer to my apartment, i'd seriously go there and just hang out...it's HUGE....you walk in and it feels like some sort of weird hotel or casino...but without people or anything in the way. it was almost like the airports in florida...but...not. there was this fountain in the middle, and these giant columns, each with 70,000 bricks (since its the building museum, the building itself has all this history too)...there are little rooms off the lobby explaining different types of buildings...like one about the globe theater, one about "green" houses, etc. there werent many exhibits but it was still a cool place.
afterwards, we came back here and took naps. hibernation nap pour moi. andrew fell asleep on my futon in the other room. the futons are fucking awesome..its hard to describe them, but they are seriously really cool..i HATE futons, but these rule so much.
around 7, chris and andrew left...which was sad....andrews going away for the summer for some military thing, i don't exactly know what..but hopefully chris will want to visit again soon because i really missed hanging out with him and we had a pretty awesome time this weekend.
DC is seriously so much better than any place i've ever lived. i miss my friends at home, but this city has so much history, and there is so much going on...and despite the bad rep about it not being safe, its such a fucking awesome place. my apartment is awesome...the only thing wrong with it right now is that my hot water is not working, which....sort of sucks, but i'll talk to joseph about it in the morning before work. i also need to finish unpacking, but even though its only 10, i'm exhausted and i may go to bed after this movie is finished. lame, lame, i know...but its been a long long long fucking week.
anyway..
i'm out.
if anyone is in the DC area and wants to play...let me know...i keep getting phone calls from random people i didn't even know were in the area saying they want to hang out, which is pretty cool, because i didn't think i'd have any friends here. also, if anyone knows of any awesome places to go out, tell me...annnddd if anyone ever wants to visit, i have tons of space for people to sleep....its a one bedroom apartment, but i have space....so...VISITTTT. yay. that is all. byees.
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[30 May 2007|06:13am] |
So...yeah....sorry, haven't been writing....I'm terrible. I've been sick...it's now 6 AM, and I was coughed awake. I couldn't fall asleep, and around 3 AM, started a coughing fit....ended up falling asleep (i think) for an hour or so, and finally got out of bed around 5 something, bit the bullet...and just took a whole shitload of nyquil. So far..nothing. Can't stop coughing...i think my throat is bleeding. YAY!
In other news....
I'm moving to the DC area in the next 5 days.
I think.
Last week, a job down there contacted me, saying they really loved my resume...they liked that I not only had the whole...college degree thing going on....but that I have computer skills (cuz no one else knows how to use microsoft word), and a strong Jewish background (woot). anyway...they scheduled a phone interview for tuesday at 1, and i stopped sending my resume out to people for the weekend. yesterday rolled around...no call. i was thinking "hmmmm maybe i had the time wrong, and they are going to call at 2...." then i thought the same thing about 3....then i decided to call them. i spoke to this woman who apologized profusely, saying it was her fault, and she was probably supposed to call me....she glanced over my resume and basically offered me the job, told me about salary, health benefits, etc. its not a great salary...but...its enough that i'll be able to afford the ridiculous DC area housing prices, and my car payments/insurance. ...AND i can get the fuck away from my house, because it's only been a week since graduation and already i think i'm ready to blow my brains out.
chris lives in maryland, which is cool, cuz most of the places i'm looking at are in maryland, about 45 minutes from where he lives...soooo he can come visit. also, i have a roommate for the first few months possibly, AND my grandma wants to pay for some of my rent, which would be pretty awesome too. i don't want to get my hopes up....cuz maybe i heard wrong, but i'm 95% sure i have this job. i scheduled a meeting with the woman for friday, but it was more of an "i want to meet you to talk about when you start" type of deal rather than a "let me meet you to see if you get it" thing. pretty cool....i'm psyched. now i just need to deal with the stress of officially getting out of here/figuring out what i'll be doing about harvey...etc.
RAH RAH...
yay.
my throat is starting to stop scratching.
wait,....no...cough.
DAMN.
pppeace.
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